Hi and welcome to what can be the start od a great life when we stop drinking. It will get far worse if we continue. The important thing we need to do is be honest with ourselves about OUR drinking. Next is to do something to stop drinking one day at a time, our main effort on not drinking today as it's a fact that if we don't drink today we won't have to get sober AGAIN.
there is a lot of help here and AA. I've done a good bit of traveling and it's GREAT at the end of the day go to a AA meeting just about every where and be among people who understand and support us. It's great not to isolate ourselves or be tempted if our day wasn't so great.
BE WELL