My Brain is Melted
While I've managed to not drink for 2 years at home, I've secretly been drinking (a lot) on business trips.
I finally broke down and told my partner, who is justifiably stunned / mad / sad and generally betrayed feeling.
I'm so ready to be sober worldwide, so thankful to have this all out in the open so I can seek the help I need, but that optimism is totally outweighed by the guilt that I've hurt the person I love the most. I've told him (and mean it) that I will do everything and anything to repair the damage and make things right, but I don't really know how to proceed.
Thanks for reading, and hello.