Hello J,
Thank you for your support.
As I said I don't know where to turn.
He has been in rehab and done the 90/90 thing also when he was in another state.
I raised him until he was 13 and I decided to move to Florida. I made the mistake of giving him the choice of coming with me or living with his father.
Well he chose his father---little did he know that his father was, and is an idiot.
I have lived with that for many years now.
I begged him to come to Florida so many times.
His father says he wants him dead, he really can't handle the drug thing.
He's an embarassment to him, his father is stuck in the 50's.
I can understand that, but you never want your child dead, no matter what they do.
So now--needless to say they hate each other.
My son is very strong willed and it's usually his way or no way.
He really knows how to manipulate people.
Everybody loves him---the big jokester.
Life of the party---etc.
I am going to check out some meetings for me.
I really need someone to talk to.
It's so hard to really get to the bottom of this in wriiting.
There is so much involved and so much to say.
He doesn't want me to tell anyone about any of this.
He also doesn't know I'm writing.
Take care
Lacy54