21 days
It's been 3 weeks since I left my xabf after him telling me to f off for the umpteenth time. Today was stuff swap day...ive not contacted him these past few weeks but he asked when I could drop his stuff off Sunday and I replied Friday...hes at work avoiding seeing him. I also am paying back a small loan we got together. .my share of it. So ive collected my things and left his on his door handlw and am feeling quite sad that
1...it ended with hard feelings
2...he isn't sorry
3...I feel cheated.
It all seems so immature but I cant expect anything less from a man who hasn't dealt with any of his issues for the past 20 odd years.
I'll be fine later I have a busy weekend planned but I just needed to vent about the injustice of it all.
It all reinforces that my future does not include him and his addiction.
*sigh*