Here we go again.....
Hi guys,
Was going really well there for over 50 days and bang! hit the bottle again...I know I stopped my self care and was working to hard and not watching myself.
I was really sick this time getting over it...this morning has been the first to feel anything other than zombie like...and trying not to get too depressed over it...and the inevitable fall out at work, relations etc.
It really is like being possessed - and I hate the things I do or say while drinking. And the sickness after and lack of sleep....and I don't need to tell you about the nightmares...
This time though I am finding it hard to find a reason to motivate me - other than not having to work....but I suppose that's better than nothing for starters.
So - here goes again!!
Thanks.
DiffusedSaffron