Reading your response made my heart smile! I'm so sorry that you had to deal with the loss of your love. I really, TRULY understand!! Although my kids dad and I had already been split for several years before he passed, he was still my first love, the first one I lived with, the first one I drank with, the first one I had kids with and so on and so on!!! That was the HARDEST thing I've ever had to deal with, hence the use of meth to be numb to it all!! I agree that it does feel like recovered addicts are looked down upon, by all, and it's probably not true, but that doesn't make the feeling go away! All I can say on that is F those people and focus on you. It was YOUR addiction and now it's YOUR recovery, for YOUR life!!! Keep moving forward and striving towards staying sober. Before you know it, you will have had years of clean time!!!! I'm here if you ever need someone to lean on, who's been where you've been!!! Stay strong my friend!!!
