Hey DJFisher34... I'm new to this forum too. You've made the big step of telling your family and likewise us, through this forum. I know that when I did the same last week, I felt a huge sense of relief. However, once that relief was over; I knew I was on the path of trying to sort myself out for good. There is no doubting this will be tough. I've relapsed once since posting on here and could kick myself for it. You can do it though... you have to do this... life is too short. I'm looking forward to posting on this forum in 6 months and confirming that I am in a totally different place... it would be great and very encouraging to see that you're in a better place at the same time too. I wish you every success with sorting yourself out dude.