I think it's important not to beat yourself up too much Justin.
You made some mistakes, but you also learnt some lessons too.
don't get stuck back there in last week.
The cycle I can't seem to break is if people are talking about booze and fantasizing about it. No matter what plan I put in place, I always fail here.
you don't *always* fail...with every attempt you gain knowledge.
there's a lot of your story yet to be written
You never have to drink again - believe that