((((Dee))))
I'm so sorry today has been a difficult one for you. I am not where you are yet but I can understand the frustration. The frustration of dreams that you have had being second to a bottle. The expectations of having the perfect family not come to pass... It stinks. I keep telling myself that this is happening to make me stronger, this is happening so that I grow and that there WILL be new dreams in the future there will be new and happier days ahead and PEACE! I won't play second fiddle to a can of beer or a bottle of vodka or a pipe full of dope. Dotty is right, we deserve better than that. You have a positive outlook. Tomarrow is a new day and with that so many new dreams. Just think of what we will be able to accomplish! Yey there may be light at the end of this afterall!
Lotsa Love and Lotsa hugs,
~FaithChaser