This is for Jdooner. I wanted to thank you for your first post you made on this thread. I know I seemed upset at what you wrote but I must say what you wrote actually helped me so much this week. I remember sitting in my bathtub reflecting on things and I thought about what you wrote about myself leaving my child without a mother and it just dawned on me how right you were and how idiotic I had been. Your words have actually really helped me get through this week. I think I needed someone to tell me the harsh reality of what I did and how I seemed to selfish. Thank you.