Yeh thanks guys I sort of don't feel bad about it but I also do if that makes sense.
Its the old self blame too I have bad habits of looking backwards and seeing where I should have known otherwise or done better and beating myself up. My own harshest critic at times.
I would wake up and repeat a mantra that no alcohol has passed these lips in ..... and none will today either. Can't use that now.
For the record Steve no cravings whatsoever and wouldn't have known any different had they not told me.
The kids laughed their heads off.