Hi. I've had this. I was feeling pretty free of urges or cravings for most of my first few weeks. In fact, for a couple of months. Then suddenly the other night my AV voice was telling me that I can have a glass of wine. I'm not really an alcoholic. That I could enjoy a glass or two and be done with it.
That is my big fat AV liar talking. There is no way on earth that I could have only two glasses of wine and be done with it. Two bottles, maybe, but not two glasses. I have to play out the tape of what would happen. Don't listen to the big fat liar! I didn't and I am glad.