The best laid plans of mice and men...
I didn't quit on the 15th as I had planned. Furthermore, I have been hitting it ridiculously hard since. Much heavier drinking than ever before.
Tonight it IS for real. I am home with my kids. The only booze in the house is my wife's beer, of which she knows how many are left. There is no valid excuse I can make to get out of the house to get a bottle.
I am actually looking forward to waking up soaked all night tonight! When I actually quit before, I thought of all that sweat as sickness running from my body.