Hello everyone, thank you from the heart for your posts and support. It means the world to me.
I realize I can be sober but what is lacking in my plan is sober friendships. I have SR friends but need to get out of the house. AA is the most logical place to make new sober friends. I'm also looking at finding smart recovery groups in my area as I might not be a good fit for 12 steps. But I am open to the idea if I can make friends.
My Facebook account is not helping and hard to let go of. All I have are drinking friends. It triggers me. Time to let go.
Other than that is accepting to be single. Intimacy other than watering my plants sure would be nice!
Thank you all