Originally Posted by
Hammer 
I was going over my Step 4 book this morning at breakfast, and it covers this type stuff, and why I was thinking about it.
I am not really to Step 4 in my Step Study Group, but I have a bad habit of reading ahead. Way ahead. Read my ODAAT book (One Day At A Time) in one day. So I have tried to quit that type stuff, but I really, really, really want to get an A+ in my Step Study Group. (Yes I am FULLY Aware Just How Totally ******** That Is), and I figured out in College that if read ahead in 5 books for any given class, I would know more than the Professor. [Note to self: Must-Stop-Brain-Clouds-From-Blocking-Out-Sunshine-To-Heart, Dumbass]
You sound like tons of fun Hammer. Just tons.
You are allowed to do fun stuff just for you. You do know that, I hope?
This recovery thing doesn't mean one must concentrate on it 24/7. It infiltrates most everything I do, but it doesn't dominate. You only get one shot at this life.