Hi EverySngleNight, congratulations on 50 days, brilliant.
I love nail polishes also, a wide collection of colours, I match my mood with them, sometimes, lol.
Stick with it, keep sober, baby steps, try not to run before you can walk.
It is certainly worth it, it is all new to our minds and it needs along with our body to recover, time and a bit more time, patience and the want to. x