You know, this could well be your AV rearing it's ugly little head. It is trying to inject impatience into your mind. You know us addicts want it (what ever "it" is) and we want it NOW !!!...and we wont be happy until we get it.
Best op...look up "Patience" in the dictionary. Read it...and read it again, and again, and again. Soon it will reveal something to you. What ?...only you will know.
Things will get done, one thing at a time. Thats plenty for now. It's still early.
I believe you're feeling overwhelmed because your looking at the "Whole, BIG, picture". Cut the whole, big, picture up into little, manageable, "puzzle pieces" if you will.
Before long, you will be looking at a piece of the puzzle and wondering where it goes...then the piece that it connects to will reveal itself and then the next, and the next, and the next...
The next realization is the best one. When you have made some headway you soon realize your are putting the puzzle of your life back together again and one day not too long from now it will be complete and guess what?
The picture, (your life) turns out to be something entirely different than what you thought it would be and much more grand and glorious than anything you could have imagined would be !
Be patient, stay the course, Never, Ever give it. When they say "It just gets better" they're right.
It gets better and better forever !
Dave