things got away from me again too. I couldn't even get a day for a while. somehow I have four now so glad about that. Took what it took for me to stop again. not easy Im sure you know. it really is easier to stay stopped than to stop again. And I still crave, but think about other things. Do what I know to deal with the cravings and thoughts to go drink and use. Its crazy. Its gonna get harder but whatever. it was funny. I was not able to sleep so well last night. Was restless and having a nightmare but still like half asleep. Im wondering to myself why can't I relax and am unsettled. I reminded myself that I am going through withdrawal and of course Im not going to be comfortable right now. it was odd really. Its the dreams when I stop that are troubling to me often. They can seem so real and disturbing.
hope you can get back on track. For a while I couldn't get even one day. I was posting stuff here on my blog the past week before I stopped a few days ago. I have been having such a hard time for a while. I know all I have to do is stop drinking and my life will start to get better. I was loaded at the time. Wondering why I couldn't stop. take care.