Round 101
I got to lick this soon, I quit for 2 ½ years, then thought maybe my business had declined because I was sober, I was content with not drinking, most things in my life were much better.
It took a few months of this stinking thinking before I picked up, and now I can’t put it down, 6 months later and still getting worse off, I am in this runaway car and just looking for a good place to jump out, even though I know it will hurt like H3ll, I got to stop.
I don’t post too much, I’ve seen the typical replies, but I am near bottom again, sucks that you need to near that bottom to get serious (sneaky thoughts, 1 more, you can handle this, etc…)
I am not as moody, mean or loveless as I was when I quit before, but I feel it coming, I got to beat this, once and for all.