Something else I forgot to say is I have been dealing with this nightmare of what ifs and what's going on and I don't understand and what is wrong with him, What is wrong with me and maybe if I'm nicer or not so jealous and WHYYYYYYYYYYYY for a very long time. **** if someone just one person would of said he was an alcoholic /druggie I would of been gone along time ago. I wish I would of known the word codependency never heard of that one either.
Now that I know I am trying to get my hands on everything in site and listen and learn and work the program.
Once this is all said and done im going to buy the shirt Been There Done that Got a Shirt