You can do this Charlie!!!! I can totally relate to your post and certainly working in an environment surrounded by alcohol. We have bottles of everything you can name here in the office and it was a big struggle for me around 4-5pm every day. I had to make some new changes to distract myself around those times....often now I'll make a cup of coffee or open a soda near the end of the day or walk to Starbucks and treat myself to a specialized coffee. Find something to change that daily routine if you can. Shoot, just rushing home to your wife and little ones as quick as you can might help...I love coming home and seeing my boy with a clear head every day. There's nothing like seeing the excitement on his face when I walk in the house after work. You don't have to be sick from drink again! Today can be the start of a new life friend.