I think you should see a Dr and go from there. There are people that can and will help you and it sounds like you should definitely have medical supervision. I needed medical help and thought I could detox on my own. It only gets worse the more you drink. Alcohol will take you to places you would never imagine yourself being in. Once you start the all nighters and/ or morning drinking things deteriorate at a rapid place. Take care and I sincerely wish you all the best.