Wow, PN! I'm so proud of you. I know it isn't easy. I mean our stories and chemicals are different, but I know how challenging it can be to face life without a filter or mask. It gets easier the longer you stay on this pure path, I promise. And there are going to be times when life throws you for a loop and your thoughts may turn to using, and that feels really bad. But you've come too far to go back to those destructive, empty days. So just keep moving forward. You deserve this happy life your cultivating. You are more than worthy. xoxoxo