Thanks to both of you for the kind and supportive words and to those who found it helpful. I like to think that after 14 months of being on this journey, 8 months completely clean, that I am so strong. But, that's just the face I put on. It seems like I am constantly being tested, not with meth anymore but with life. Each time I have to face some disappointment, struggle or difficult decision - I realize how weak I still am. So the words of support and motivation are truly helpful to me. Thank you!