Originally Posted by Kayla50

I have done it again. I am still drinking despite my self talk that I will get better. I had tapered it down until last night and got in a fight over the phone with a new friend/ possible boyfriend. He sent me a text saying WE ARE DONE! I get it. I kind of wanted it to happen. I ruin relationships when I feel like they are getting too close. I've done it many times. Can anyone relate?