went to my first meeting in forever, and as always , was glad i went.
my lesson of the day /month/year is to have good role models. i work hard at being one, but i need good ones too.
i saw ppl tonight that i recognised from before. still there, still sober. a refreshing change from the ppl in my daily life.
thank you, thank you, thank you to all the good role models ive had . the ones who called me on my ********. the few who knew the real me. an addict. the few who were brave enough to read me the "riot act".
thank you for taking me to meetings when i needed it.
thank you guy in ottawa, the x speed junkie, who showed me, even the hopeless have hope. thank you drunk guy, for showing me that meetings arn't just fir sober ppl, that all are wanted.
thank you d. for offering me a safe place when i needed refuge. and convinced me i was worth fighting for.
thank you sober ppl for your support. you can never know just how it may help. even the smallest thing.
keep paying it forward. : )
