It does go away and things do get better. Countless people have overcome addiction from alchol from situations like yours (or worse) over the years and there is absolutely no reason you cannot do the same. The key is doing rather than saying. Rehab, detox, outpatient, AA, other recovery programs are readily avalable and in many cases free for the taking. You must decide which one will work for you and if you don't know, try them all to find out. Be like your username and don't use any excuses for why you cannot get sober.