Originally Posted by
Banquo 
You really have to want to quit drinking before we can stop. You're plainly not ready Raider or else you would be seeking help other than blind faith.
Maybe take a break from here and return when you are more determined
Please don't listen to this advice. Keep posting Raider - this site and this Forum in particular are for people struggling, like yourself. Posting is a healthy step towards sobriety. Don't leave us.