Originally Posted by
ReadyAtLast 
Raider, maybe be honest and accept that what you're doing now isn't enough and isn't working and look to do something else? There's plenty of help here and access to resources if you want to stop drinking and we are all here for you when you decide you want to quit.
You really have to want to quit drinking before we can stop. You're plainly not ready Raider or else you would be seeking help other than blind faith.
Maybe take a break from here and return when you are more determined