Sober22

Hi I'm Al, new to this forum but not new to the world of alcoholism.

I have a fair few days under my belt now thanks to Antabuse and a supportive family but I cannot work out why my head keeps fixating on a time in the future when I am able to drink again. I desperately want to stay sober and love sober life but wake up with the mind set that "it will all be ok, I can have a drink again soon" I don't know if it's a mental block or some type of safety net but I wonder if anybody else gets these thoughts.

It's not so much day to day that alcohol nags me, it's more about the future.

Thanks


Al.