Squizz, thanks for the encouragement! Yea, the worst of my anxiety came within the first week. It built up until I actually had my first ever panic attack that landed me in the hospital at my one week mark.
Since then, the anxiety has subsided. It's not completely gone, but it's become manageable. I notice my anxiety getting at it's worst whenever I feel alone, with no one to confide in. Especially when I feel the helpless urge to call a friend and vent, that's when my anxiety kicks in and prevents me from doing something I used to love doing; socializing.
I'm confident that this will pass, I just have to be patient. I've read a few success stories involving people who've gone through similar experiences, and I'll say, this site is truly a blessing!
My insomnia is completely gone now, thank GOD! It subsided sometime after 2 months into recovery. The fact that my insomnia is no longer an issue is evidence for me that all my negative feelings and emptiness will pass as well.
I love you all. Keep fighting the good fight!