Thank you so much for all of your kind words and hugs. Yesterday was a very tough day for me, perhaps even my bottom. But... I woke up this morning with the realization that although I'm truly missing out on what a marital relationship should be, I'm in no way missing what a parental relationship should be. My children are wonderful little people overflowing with love for life, each other and me, and THAT is something to say a million thank you's to God for. This morning we had an hour long dance party to Veggietales in the kitchen and I loved every minute of it. I am blessed