Hi Undies. I hope you are all well. Day 280 for me. I went to a meeting tonight. I always leave a meeting feeling better then when I walked in.
I have completed step one with my sponsor, and moving on to step two. We are taking it slow at this point.
I'm just feeling a little sad and down. I look at all the money I spent on booze and when drunk, and it makes me mad. My wife and I finally had a real financial discussion, and are going to try to get back on track. I'm going to try and pay off debt, and live simply. I spent so much money trying to keep up a great appearance, but still was dead inside. Now we have to repair ourselves financially. If I can get sober I guess I can do anything.
It was a good year, but not easy. Losing my job still hurts a bit, but I scored a new one real quick.
God Bless all of you for being here. I hope I perk up soon, and can realize that I have a lot to be grateful for.
Matthew