Originally Posted by
JWC 
That upsets me a ton. I had a great workout giving the situation. Now drinking has erased all of that. Worthless.
Mate I've had that so many times it's unreal!Im only at the stage of 5 days when you start feeling normal again.I think when you wake up,your realise that it's not worth it,you feel like **** and you start again.
It upsets us all when it happens,but instead of beating yourself up use this as a learning curve and remember when your AV kicks in how you feel after you drink.Actually remember what you feel like when you drink because I'm sure it's not just me that is chasing that feeling of what it used to do.Now when I drink I'm miserable and pretty much the same as I feel when I wake up.
Don't give up,I was close just a week ago and now I'm planning on going to my first AA meeting,you just got to give it that couple of days to feel a bit better.All the best.