Originally Posted by
Twinings 
Don't give up. I've been very similar all year. I love working out... i'd feel just like you.. then for some reason end up drunk on vodka again.
Each time I relapsed tho I got more and more determined.
The more you work at it, the more it is achievable!
That upsets me a ton. I had a great workout giving the situation. Now drinking has erased all of that. Worthless.