Hope you check in soon BPositive ,
try not to torture yourself with indecision , stay resolute is what i do .
If you find a drink in your hand remember you have the power to throw it down the sink , dump it all and start you day over .. lots of green on your calendar lets try and get another one from now (whenever you read this) .
Drinking is not inevitable and it is the pit's if your anything like me , you can and will be happy sober ,
Bestwishes, m