Im feeling a bit better right now. Im uninsured and can't afford a doctor's visit. There are clinics around here that charge on a sliding scale based on income but the waiting list is around 8 weeks at any given time. The physical withdrawls are getting much less intense and my stomach feels better. Mentally everything is starting to feel very real and it's scary facing the reality of some of the things going on around me. My 15 month old son's mother just found out she has melanoma that had metastasized into her abdomen. I don't feel like I have any friends. I dont even have any drinking "friends" which I suppose is a good thing. My family is all screwed up. I feel down the stairs and injured my shoulder on my first day sober.... blah blah blah poor me.
I do have a son who loves and needs me. I do have a roof over my head.
Thanks.
