Thank you. I am feeling more calm about it than I should but it's so frustrating because I don't really think he believes I will go through with this, and I will. I question everything for my children every day, but the more I see the bitterness my older daughter has the more I think it is the right thing to do. I hate it for them so much and hope he can at least remain sober during the time he will have with them. Time will tell.
I hope you all have a Merry Christmas and a Blessed Day as well!