hopeful4---I have always heard that "when you are going through He**---face foreward....even if you stumble--fall forward! Eventually you will come out the other side."
Think of all that you have endured, already. This is proof that you have the fortitude to endure it a while longer in order to make a better future for yourself and those little ones that depend on you.
Wagons Westward...HO!!
dandylion