The first thing that I believe you should do is to get to safety at all costs. Do you have any family or close friends that you can stay with? I also believe that you should leave while they are out of the house because it's more dangerous for someone to have dealings with a violent person when they are actually trying to leave. I hope that you'll see the importance in getting yourself free from violent people & out of harm's way. There is never a good enough reason for anyone to have to live like that. Good luck.