Originally Posted by
Charliee 
This is the first time really out since I stopped. The worst part is no one here knows I am an alcoholic, so no one would give it a second thought. I am on my own here...
No you're not, you have the sober SR crew with you
and I can completely relate to what you wrote. I drank secretly and no one knew I was an alcoholic so if I had a drink, no one would think anything of it but
I would know.
Play the tape and remember what brought you to AA and to SR.
One is too many, a thousand is not enough.