Sorry you are going through this. To say that you don't deserve any of it goes without
saying. Your SR pals care. It may only be cyber/anonymous care--but I promise we are not
intelligence-mimicking programs pretending to be people..
....we are real people.
....and if we're 'gonna have a pity party, as needingabreak says-----then damn it,
we're gonna do it right.
We DO care....even if all we can do to show it is write half-assed missives like this one.
Sometimes it helps to know others understand this crappy thing called addiction.
It helped me.