Honestly, this sounds like a real serious problem and one that needs to be seen by a doctor. There are ways around the pain meds and this is the route to go, if you can. I deal with chronic pain also. Many of us do. I have a post up tonight about this sort of thing. I am with a pain management doctor and so far things have been going well. I know you dont have insurance, but check into a clinic. I am sorry that you are going through this.