I feel like I hate everyone some days. Especially with people that don't understand how hard dealing with addicts can be, or they won't just leave you alone. Jerky husband does not help your situation at all, but at least your RAD was sticking up for you. I try to go for walks with the dog even more on those days to get some energy out and clear my irritated brain. Big hugs to you, there is a lot on your plate and hubby needs to be more supportive and less jerky.