I believe I have hit bottom, just not sure why I feel guilty about it. My head wont stop spinning. I was sleeping with my daughters when he entered our room at 2:30 am and hit me in the head! Crazy! My dad drove here to help. Just so baffled this happened. My fear is that he will spiral fast (like previously) and our children won't be able to see him before this happens. Before alcoholism, he was my best friend. I guess I'm still living in the past. This disease is terrible!