Hi Skye thanks I have suggested last week us seeing a councillor but he said we can do this on our own. Now my heads not foggy from booze anymore I wanted us to be honest, I know it must be different for him now having a sober wife, I know he loves me, in his way, but since I'm sober I don't think it's enough.
Just hope it's not my evil av trying to get me on my own to booze, it won't win.
Thanks for replying Skye it's so much appreciated, I'm in bits xx