Thanks trudginagain,
You are right, it isn't about him it is about me... And to be honest, I have not at down this time and declared my need to be sober to him, so I think you are right, rexenting him for something I have not made clear does me no good. I am only on day four.... again, I made it 6 days last week, and then drank.... very discouraging. And I think I have a good idea where most of my initial resentment comes from... but am not sure it would be right to tell the details just yet. I just know that living in the house with another addict/alcoholic, has been a real distraction for me towards my goals... I am not jealous, I am just beginning to think, as i have heard, if nothing changes... nothing changes. And I feel as if I am looking and ready for a world of changes, and don't know what to do if he is not willing to change with me
