Thank you all.
It is truly amazing the capacity we have for healing. For forgetting.
It was actually in a strange way a good Christmas gift for me.
To make me remember how far I have come.
How peaceful my life is.
And how the things that I get all worked up about today may still be difficult -- but not THAT difficult.
There is always hope that things can get better. Even if you feel the tunnel is veeeeeeery long some days.