Thank you Springs! In all honesty I am struggling. I don't think six nights of no consistent sleep is helping either. Yesterday, I was in line at the gas station with my son when this man in front of me kept staring and looking back at me. Really intense like. I thought he was going to assault me so I moved waaay back to "protect" myself. I keep having these episodes in other scenarios. Rent is due and I have nothing.I am lost on how to come up with that. The courts tell me nothing about the case. Then, I felt a tiny bone crack in the bridge of my nose I need to get xrayed again. Some of his family is making excuses for him..."he's sick, he needs help." He will miss our son's first birthday. He will miss xmas. I just needed to vent. Thank you for letting me.