You are strong, look at all the sh!t you dealt with already and your survived. You are stronger then you think you are.
I also thought I was weak, I wasn't. I survived, came out on the other side, faced all of my fears of the unknown, and I am actually getting "me" back.
You are stronger then me, because you are looking at this a lot sooner then I was willing to.
You found great support here, and if you ever feel yourself faltering, come here and lean on us for awhile. We're all here for you.